I torn my Anterior Tibio-Fibular Ligament on Saturday night. My ankle joint is quite messed up, too and greatly impressed the doc. The injury seems to affect the energy level of my entire body.
It is going to be a resting week after a 2nd try in the pool to go faster than a 1:30 per 100. Must be something wrong.. 1:30 for a 100; naa thanks- skip it.
What also pulled the plug of motivation is the fact that I won't be able to race ITU in 2011. The torn ATFL means I can't race the german cup necessary to get into the German Team for 2011. The 2011 races are qualifiers for the Olympics and now you can think out the rest of the story.
I am angry and feel treated unfair by the higher forces of the universe. At the same time, the situation lets me rethink what is important to me and my values in life. Being honest, realistic and re-evaluative with goals is usually required to get out of a current comfort zone and stepping up in the ladder of perfecting my personality to the very best I can be. So therefore - It must be good for something. For now - not for anything.
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