Ului

Cyclone Ului is approaching Queensland. 300 km/h. I better start blowing towards east; aka The Butterfly Effect. If plan A does not work: Superglue-made in US.

The Who

Just to write some thoughts down-

I am at a point in my life where my personality is taking on another explosion. New insights, understandings, viewpoints about me and life and things and situations.
What I am trying to say is: I usually plateau and "don't get it". But then it suddenly makes "boooomm" and I just take off -personally. New insights, new understandings, new view points, opinions, skills, motivation, energy, vigor, excitement and eagerness to live life to the fullest to be fully ME. Sort of like harvesting the result of Perseverance -
Thinking back in my life it has always been like this in no matter what area. For example when I was in gymnastics when I was about 5 years old, there was a skill on the bars that I just did not manage to acquire. People were debating why I don't give up finally.. Then the main competition came and I did it - on the spot.. Ever since I managed every single attempt of that particular skill and moved on with progressions of that skill ; and that FAST.
Right now one area of life this applies to is my swim. I am working hard. Improvements show but not as rapidly as I wish. I am just gonna hang out on my Plateau for a while... Knowing that I will improve and knowing what my coach also told me a few weeks ago: I am working hard and hard work will pay off.

In the last 2 years I often wondered why I am so plateauing in who I am.. (on a personality level). A few weeks ago, this big Boomm so finally happened. And now I am excelling with a feel of motivation and energy I have not felt for such long time. I have NO clue where I am nor where I will end up, but it's fun just to "fly" right now.

Thanks to all people who helped me by lending me an ear or shoulder the last few weeks. I all appreciate you very much!